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[03 Jun 2006|12:02am] |
i give up with this.
i'll write something when i feel the need to.
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[07 May 2006|02:08pm] |
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Mount Sims - Good Service |
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It's a beautiful day out and once again I waste my life inside the house, in my bed & pjs, on the laptop doing nothing. Score.
SATs are just about the biggest waste of live ever. I think I've taken free ones before, oh yes they were called PSSAS. Seriously, there's nothing very different between the two. Meh, whatever. I just hope I did good on them so I never have to take them again.
I'll post pictures soon, eh?
I have a shitload of things to post !!
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[05 May 2006|06:12pm] |
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Underoath - A Boy Brushed Red... Living In Black And White |
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I think I have a love interest.
But I'm really nervous they don't feel the same way + we really haven't talked it up that much.
I wonder if they feel the same.
xx
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[30 Apr 2006|07:30pm] |
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Mount Sims - Good Service |
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Why must looks rule the world? Why am I, as well as others, so vain as to always strive to be the best. Why has the media pushed such high standards to be considered "hot" or "beautiful"? A six pack (or more), tall, nice hair style, no glasses, perfect facial features, skinny, it's what any normal person would want to be. How come? Who created it? Why.
beau·ti·ful (by  t -fl)
adj. - Having qualities that delight the senses, especially the sense of sight.
- Excellent; wonderful.
Nowhere in that did I see anything depicting exactly what is considered beautiful. So why is there still such high standards? It seems as if everybody has the same viewpoint as to what beauty really is, but what if their viewpoint was wrong? If everyone were raised as a baby thinking that 400 pound short men that were balding were considered beautiful, where would we be today? Would the world change?
My view of beauty is different from anyone else I have ever known. Finding beauty is so easy for me, i mostly can see it in someone's eyes. Personality, creativity, open mindedness, being unique, it's all beauty to me. Who needs someone with a great body when you could have someone with a great mind. One day I'll find someone with the same logic, & when I do it shall be a glorious day.
Because I sure as hell know that I'm tired of living up to society's standards.
How about you?
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[26 Apr 2006|08:42pm] |
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yeah yeah yeahs- gold lion |
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The Wyeth family is amazing. Let's just leave it at that. & I wish that an art studio like N.C.'s was in my fucking house.
So, I believe my blood-caffeine level was way over the legal limit today. A venti iced quad carmel macchiato, along with 2 grande caffè vanilla frappuccinos = a hell of alot of coffee. Let's check the calorie intake, shall we?
Venti iced quad carmel macchiato: 355 cals
2 Grande caffè vanilla frappuccinos: 470 cals a piece. 940 total
940+355= 1295 calories. Well, no more food for the week for me. jk.
xx
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[25 Apr 2006|07:21pm] |
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the fall of troy- i just got this symphony goin' |
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So it seems as if the days just start to blend together. I only seem to be doing the same things everyday. Wake up, goto school, stay after school for one of my two murals, go home, get on the computer, paint, goto bed. It almost seems as if my life is in a standstill.
...Then this journal was created. & so from now on I tend to endure my life as a normal teenage boy with normal tendencies & normal situations. Less life-wasting, more fun.
How long this shall last?
Who knows.
I personally give it a week.
On a lighter note,
Field trip to the Brandywine River Art Museum tomorrow shall be quite amazing if I do say so myself. Quite excited for it, & hopefully a fun time will be had by all, no? Morgen & I are probably the most excited out of the bunch so that's pretty sweet. Afterwards-- Starbucks. Yeeeeyuh this trip is an art nerd's fantasy. Holler at us. Gee. xx
I'm out.
xx
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